Pacing again
I used myself up yesterday and I didn’t even realize it. By bedtime I was very grouchy with the kids. Only when Howard came up and spent 15 minutes talking Patches through an upset did I realize that I was so focused on “these kids need to be asleep now” that I wasn’t seeing that they needed some extra time to talk and feel loved. Part of my drive to get them all into bed was because I hadn’t had a quiet minute all day long. I was focused on business things all day long until I got to the evening schedule. That was where I fizzled out.
I need to remember to stop in the afternoon. It feels wrong to pause for a break when there are so many things left to do, but if I don’t then the evening does not go well.